I don’t understand you.one time, you are complaining about them to me ,saying how bad they treat you how they use you and how childish and immature they are.and now,you just forget about me and went back to them.i have nothing against them and i have no right at all to judge them at all but after what i hear from your complaints,i just came to a conclusion that they are not your true friends.can’t you see ? It’s obvious.ya now they are nice to you but i’m sure later they will ditch you once again.i don’t want to see you get hurt and i still care for you .but if you keep ignoring me and only talk to me when you need me ,well i cant stop thinking “why should i care for you when you don’t care about me?” My friends have advised me to just stop caring about your problems.but you have struggles in your life that i cant help but to feel pity for you .well all i can do for now is just be there when you need someone to rely and also hope that you realise who your true friends really are.

This weeks was well ok.it was not as fun or exciting as i thought it will be.maybe it’s because i have been thinking negative and feeling moody.friendships problems.results.tons of homework.how time just fly past very very fast.it scares the shit out of me.next thing you know tkgians are preparing for fyes.

Well i’m just glad for my lovely friends who made the effort to cheer me up thanks guys:’)

Ya okay enough of me being emo.i don’t this emo post shits.and besides negative always comes with positive!hahahahaha okay lame quotes i made:3 now let’s talk about the positive things that happen this week.~always look on the bright side of life~

Zomg monday was fun.heh who doesnt get the monday blues?this girl!!oh right this mon marked the last mprose lesson YAY!＾ω＾no more explaining what heuristics u want to use what nonsense lah.
Drama session was fun,fun ,fun! We were praticing ze play with sounds.chinese new year songs were played and all of us dance crazily to the songs,being hyper kids and all. And after that went to buy bubble tea and waffle with my nonsense,tiffany! I bought peanut!:D haha okay .talked about stuffs with T hehehe wink wink.aww she tweeted that she loves talking to me.so nice of her to say that .love ya,nonsense!

Wednesday was cool too.we filmed for cmps.actually i was dreading it but it was quite fun…and we finished filming in one day!yayerz!oh and L joins us too and we ate canadian pizza before we started filming.L helped to play the piano while we recorded the song.thanks lovely(:explored around D’s place.very nice;)

Oh yeap R told me and J what bitch was in indian.it is pronounced as ‘pain’ and ‘nai’.hahaha me and J cant stop saying it and pantat hahaha.J then ask me what bitch is in malay but yep idk so i just say that we use pantat instead:3

Oh today i bought crunchie in the morning with jas,so you know to eat in class….and i got caught by ms aliah whoops~well she didn’t scold me so it’s cool.

So that was how last week went for me.it’s the end of term 2.and thank god ,He guide me through all the ups and downs.there’s still more to come.dont give up fiqah.you can do this.